Blessed Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ,
I come before You with a thankful heart for the grace and mercy You pour upon me each day. Every breath is a testimony to Your goodness. Every beat of my heart bears witness to Your creative power—that You set me in motion, entered my life, and began changing me from the person I once was into the disciple You called me to become.
I did not know You. I knew about You.
I went to church and heard the stories. I knew that my grandparents knew You, and I knew that my mother knew You. But I did not truly know You for myself.
For a time, You allowed me to remain there, but Your love would not leave me there forever.
You awakened me from my selfish and troublesome dream. Your love broke through the pretense that filled my life. I thought I could circle around You and Your people like a satellite, staying close enough to feel the warmth without surrendering to its source. I believed I could remain on the fringes of Your love and mercy.
But You awakened me and shook my little world.
You cleared away the fog that hung before my eyes and allowed me to see reality for the first time. You placed Your hand upon my life and breathed Your life into my heart. I could never be the same again. Now each day has purpose and meaning—all because of You.
I look upon my past with measured regret that I did not open my heart to You sooner. Yet I know that You are making all things new within me. The old weights that have hung from my shoulders for so long, You are teaching me to place into Your hands. You are my great burden-bearer and Friend.
And now, Lord, because You have opened my eyes, I see those around me who know about You but do not yet know You. My heart aches for them because I recognize that place. I remember what it was to hear Your name and remain at a distance.
What I needed then is what we need now: a visitation of Your presence.
The Church in Iceland knows who You are. Many have been baptized and confirmed. They have heard the stories and recognize Your name. Yet there is so much more of You to encounter. There is so much more life to be discovered in Your presence.
The love that would not leave me on the fringes—let that love move through Iceland.
Ignite within me, and within Your people, a new passion for You. Give us a hunger for Your Word. Awaken in us a longing for Your presence that cannot be satisfied by custom alone.
Reveal the private territories of our hearts that we have withheld from You. Expose the quiet agreements we have made with ourselves and with our culture—those arrangements that allow us to speak about You without truly surrendering to You.
Break through our formality and shyness. Meet us tenderly within the guardedness left by the misuse of faith and authority. Do not allow those wounds to keep us forever at a distance from You. Show us again who You truly are.
Tear down every hindrance that keeps us from taking consequential steps toward You. Give us courage to engage with You honestly and to allow You to make sweeping changes within our lives.
I pray against the enemy of our hearts who seeks to intimidate us and frustrate Your purposes. Holy Spirit, come like a mighty river. Unearth what has kept us bound and carry away what has held us down. Teach us to leave the safety of the shore and set out into the deep with You.
Expose every false support through which we imagine that we can live without You. Teach us to lean into Your strength and receive the abundant life You offer.
O Lover of our souls and Giver of all that we need, awaken us.
With the eagerness of little children, let us run after You. Let us reach for You without embarrassment and embrace You with our whole hearts.
You would not leave me on the fringes, Lord.
Do not leave us there.
Visit us again—not so that we may merely speak more about You, but so that we may truly know You.
Amen.